important decisions

I don’t really know what they say abou it, but I feel that the mark of a successful man is his ability to take well thought out informed decisions, its good to be back on here and writing, I am faced with a challenge right now, a question, an eternal question that from time to time stares back at us with an empty expression, without any answer, clue or direction.
I have spent a year here at this law firm, it has been a very rough journey, this last one year, dealing with horrible people for bosses, surviving a year by putting in insane long hours, fights, bitching, playing politics, public mudslinging and doing quality work. Is this the end of the road for me here? I have been meaning to apply to a bank as a lawyer for quite sometime now, and here I see an opening right ahead. Not to get excited as I did in case of deutsch but what is the nature of my job? Well what is it? My job has become the nature of my existence lately. I work, eat and sleep in office perpetually, it has been very difficult indeed ffor me, especially when there’s a part in me that wants to be a part of the rat race, in fact be in the lead, and another part that tortally abhors it. The dilemma is extremely difficult to solve. Here I have 2 horrible bosses obsessed with being at the top of their game, (well one isn’t as bad as the other as a person) but when it come to professional interaction, they’re both equally bad, then I barely ever get any leaves, working on holidays isn’t uncommon and the worst bit is the pay, the pay is as amazingly bad as it can possibly get! But “they” say that growth is faster in a law firm! You become a partner and then yoiu roll in money! Its amazing how this whole cliched thingy is about a lot of things, law firms are placed on a padestial for a good reason, that being that you get your arse whooped so bad in the begining that as you get more experienced in a law firm, the more indifferent and immune gyou tend to become with it. So while law firms epitomise fuckability of an employee on a grand scale wrt to everything, a bank job is a bit less demanding and ill hv my weekend of(cntd. Gn)

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